WRITTEN SIMPLY BECAUSE THIS IS HOW I'VE FELT FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW. ITS AS HONEST AND AS REAL AS I CAN BE ABOUT HOW THE EVENTS OF THE PAST FEW MONTHS HAS MADE ME FEEL.
I've come to the concusion they're all gone for a reason...
They say some are there for a lifetime,
but i guess they were all around for a season
I guess I was too much for them to handle
I guess my mouth was too flip
Maybe I was just a little too real
'Cause I figured honesty was best
I owned up to my bad deals
Didn't let nobody walk over me and actually...
Actually give a f*ck about how someone feels.
Maybe if I was just a little bit colder
Went only for self
Did what the hell I wanted and said f*ck everyone else
Maybe if I treat every man like dirt
Drain their pockets dry
If I treat 'em like toys
Get bored with 'em and throw them to the side
If I stole all my girl's men
or simply f*cked em behind their backs
Treated everyone else like they've treated me
or just got conceited as all get out and said
"F*ck it...i'm Dee!"
Then I'd have just as many real friends as my Facebook account
walk in a room and make every man's tongue fall out
have all the women jealous but they'd say it to my face
but at the same time trying to mock my style and grace.
Maybe if i didn't give a f*ck they'd all give a f*ck about me.
But I don't want to be like them...I love being Just Dee!